i have been so unhappy.i quit my therpy and just about gave up.then i took stock of myself.i went back to therpy and my therpist told me some people go thru that,it seems diabetes can really do a number on you menally.i've started talking to my brother(first time in thirty years)and he has become a diabetic also. he told me about using fish oil pills 1200mgs,and by goly it has really helped me. the dr. is so surprised,he woundn't have believed the change if he hadn't seen it.i just wanted to share my good news.

well today was day 2 of my retests.i get to do all these  tests and find out the 24th just how much worstb things are. my keytones were 500 just last week,so who knows now.i hope noone else ever has to go thru this. what a bummer.i suppose i should be happy,i'm still here.

well here goes i did'nt get to wait till the 24th they called 2 days later. i had a major infection. now i go back  monday.there were keytones in my urine.my sugar was over 500.gee iwonder why? now whats going to happen? i eat right,take my meds regularly.what else do they want?

i haven't written for a while so here goes.i was only supposed to live six more months,someone lied.i went to dr. for repeat tests only to find out they could hurt me more and more.if the government used these tests on terriosts they'd tell everything they knew.they told me by the way did i know my sugar was over  500? gee i wonder why!i'll get the results on the 24th only because i wanted to wait that long.i do not cheat on my diet,and still my sugar plays hell with me.it will take a week to calm down.

hi! still haven't heard from anyone. i have a new question, does anyone have chest pains with their diabetes?

i can see that there are new members, now i'll ask again "what am i doing wrong?". this site is about helping others and each other. why then will no one talk back to me ? you can read all my posts and see what i'm about. i want to write back in forth because i'm a very brittle diabetic. i want information and maybe some answers i haven't heard.

i get so confused my bloodsugar goes from203 to556 in four hours with the proper diet.i now have been 1 year since the big stroke,my urniary tract is dead but they still want to test me,why i've been sat down and told there's nothing more they can do and they'll just make me confortable;but still they call and want more tests if anyone can tell me why i'll listen

i wait daily to hear from one of you who surely has a better story than mine.i want so badly to meet other diabetics and hear their stories. i know i'm not the onlly one who has all these problems. being a diebetic is a daily adventure.

i don't know about you,but worry is my worst enemy. i get so worked up my bloodsugar will go from103to556 in 4 hours, its amazing.my kids are my weekness.stephen; might get laid off tonite.paul;;is missing in iraq la married to a jerk(drunk) between all that its no wonder i had a stroke! someone has to know what i mean,what does one do?

today is a rainy day;both inside and out.having diabeties makes me up and down due to bloodsugar. i'll be so happy when the wheather decides what its going to do.part of my sickness involes being shrunk once a month to stay healthy; so today's the day! maybe i'lll find something i didn't know;who knows?